Showing posts with label first love. Show all posts
Showing posts with label first love. Show all posts

Saturday, February 18, 2012

Another World


Many years ago, i knew such a girl who played in the park whole day. there were many trees in the park, i knew a little of those. after spending the whole day in library when i came back, she was seen in the center of the trees. until many days we were not addressed to each other. i was stayed there in jurisdiction of London for some days.

I was changed the place in search of a cheap house.those were days of very poverty. i thought that girl was also so poor. she had worn a half stitch sweater and had worn a ear cap of red color. her hair were always out of her cap. she had very black and curly hairs. they spread around her innocent face. those were the last days of October. when the spring season was set in. therefore her nose and ears were became red. the starting days of winter were very hard more than real winter season. it is fact that i came to library to escape from cold. in those days my room was become frozen. before sleeping in night i worn my all the sweaters, socks and covered my blanket with my over coat and chaster. but the cold did not decrease.

In the morning, i became ready and went to library . i don’t know how many people came there and were stood out of the library in a row. more were old men. who were gotten their pension very rare. but they felt much cold. they were sat with open books and after a while, i saw all the people around me were sleeping. no one stopped them. after half hour a library servant came there and closed all the opened books. he stopped those people whose snoring was disturbing others. in a noon i was sitting in the library.i was seeing her from the window of the library.

She had put her bag on the bench and she was hidden behind the trees. sun was not shining that day. i was surprised, she is playing alone outside in much cold.i had eruption to know, which is the game that children play in loneliness.

She came in park in noon, put her bag on the the bench and hid herself behind the trees. i saw her again and again. At 5pm the hospital bell rung, as she listened the bell she came there and sat on the bench and put her bag in her lap. she was sitting silently, until a woman was seen to come there. i cold not saw the face of that woman ever. she was always dressed in white uniform of nurse. as she reached towards the bench,little girl ran towards her and stopped her there. they both turned towards the gate and i was seeing them until they disappeared from my eyes . i saw everything like the hero of Hickok. this would continue in the winter season if the season was not changed at once.

One night i felt much hot in my room. my body was perspired. i opened the window. there were no frost and no fog. sky was clear and the stars were shining. i felt i was not living in foreign country but i am at the roof of my house.

It was an opened day. sun was shining. i could not stay in library for much time.in the noon i came out of the library and reached at the restaurant, where i was taken lunch daily.it was a cheap Jew restaurant, i came out of the restaurant,i did not want to go back to library.

After a long period, i had gotten some letters and news papers from my home, i wanted to read those letter in the park, i became surprised to see the flowers. those were very small. perhaps Jesus Christ had said about those flower, “lilies of the field”.those flowers do not think about coming days. they were reminded the passed summer.

I began to walk among the grass and flowers.i felt very glad to walk on the grass. i became free from the worries of coming days and felt myself light. i was walking on the grass with bare feet. as i reached near that bench, i heard a shriek from my back. she was running rapidly and coming towards me . i turned and saw she was same girl.she had come out behind the trees.she stopped me and said, you are caught. she said and laughed. you can not go now. i did not understand, i was still stood there.

She said again, you are caught. you are standing on my earth. i looked around. there were flowers on the grass.there were empty benches and three fresh green trees were standing in the center of the park. i said, i did not know? i turned to go. no no , you can not go girl said. she was stood in front of me.her eyes were shining. they will not let you go. who will not let me go, i asked her. she appointed to wards the trees. they were looking like real soldiers. i was still standing for a while and we were looking each other silently.

Her eyes were still fixed at me. when she understood, i will not run she became soft. she asked to me,do you want to be free? how, i looked at her. you should give them food. they are hungry from many days. she was saying about trees. i said, i have no food.she said it not difficult to bring food. they eat flowers and leaves. so i collected some flowers and leaves. she said, now you can give them food. i asked her, will the let me go now? she smiled and her teeth were quite white and shining. then i spread all the leaves near the trees. i was free now i brought out the letters and newspaper and sat on the bench, her bag was there. her bag was full of books and half eaten apple was in its pocket.at once she was disappeared. i looked all around, her frock was seen in the bunches. she was sitting silently like a rabbit.

To catch many passengers like me.when the wind blew, leaves were danced and she started to run after them. i wan sat on the bench. she came there and sat on the bench. she started to eat apple.i was reading my letter. she asked to me , are those your? yes mine.and this, she asked about a ticket on which a picture of elephant was there.i asked her, did you go to Zoo ever? she replied, yes one time with my papa. he gave me coin and an elephant took it with his trunk.

I asked her, did you not afraid? no, she said and was eating apple.
hospital bell rang.she took her bag and stood near the trees. she was saying something to them. after that she came to me and handshake with me. her mother was come and she went with her. i also collected my letters and came in library.

I was in park, who is some one was calling me. i did not stop. whenever man called himself. but it was different voice.i turned and saw that girl was moving her hand. i thought, was i again catch?
her mother was also with her.they both were laughing.

She started to play. she felt there is some one and she was talking with them. she requested me to be the part of her game. i accepted her request. she was so innocent and charming. she talked with me and just listened her. in the evening she came there and took her to home. i was still seating there. i was thinking about her. why i like her so much? her innocent face attracted me much. her innocent conducts force me to play with her. she was just nine years old. but in her eyes i saw deep thoughts.

Now it became my daily routine to come there and played with her.i had no work in those days. daily i came in the park and met her. one day her mother invited me at her home. i accepted her invitation and reached at their home. little girl Greeta was surprised to see me there. her mother prepared many eating things for me. i was happy because the money of dinner time was saved. Greeta said to me, she wants to show her room to me. i went with her. Her room was so strange. all the walls were in green colors and painted with different pictures of different animals.i said, i liked your room so much.

She became happy and run out of the house. then i sat there and started to talk with her mother. i asked her about greeta’s father. she said,he had expired before three years. greeta did not accept his death and she is still waiting for him. she went to that garden in search of his father. because she went there daily with her dad. i tried to understand her but she is not ready to accept that.i think she is need a such friend who help her to understand the reality.

I thought i will help her. so i went to the park daily and played with her. soon she became much frank with me and i also felt happiness with her. i felt she had created her own world. whenever i came there, i forgot my all worries. her innocent talks and questions made me so glad.

After many days i went to the park. but Greeta was not there. i waited for her whole day but she did not come. in the evening i saw her mother was coming. i asked her about greeta. she was so sad and start crying. then she told, greeta had dead. because i had not come to meet her. first the grief of her father death made her a patient and now she was much attached with me.

But i did not meet her. she became ill and did not endure my absence. i felt very sad. i told her mother that i had got a very good job and i wanted to give greeta a surprise. she did not give me any answer and went away. it was very sad for me. i had lost a beautiful companion of my other world. because in her company i always found myself in the world of happiness and calm. i had lost her and also the world of happiness. i was sitting alone on the bench.i was remembering her talk and conducts which made me happy. my eyes were filled with tears. suddenly peon said, it is time dear. i was still there. then he said again it is closing time. then i stood up and came out of the park. after that day i did not go there. her remembrance is still alive in my heart.

Monday, February 6, 2012

Search for Love


I came from my village to the city in search of job. I was F.A. I could not find any job. My uncle was doing a job of guard in a bungalow. He offered me to do a job there as a driver. I accepted his offer. He called me there.

When I reached at the bungalow.he took me to the owner of the house. He asked about my education. Then he said, can I trust you? I said, yes sir you can trust me. I will never break your trust. He appointed me as a driver. My duty was to pick and drop his daughter to university.

Daily I dropped her at university and also picked her. When she went to university, she had covered her face with veil. I had never seen her face. I had no courage to look at her. As came out of the house, I had put down my eyes. On the way of college, I had never talked to her. I was known i am her servant and she is my owner. It was my duty to respect her.

One day she started to talk with me. I felt hesitation. She said to me, I want to know about you because you are my personal driver. Dad had appointed you only for me. She asked me about my education, my village and about my family. I told her, I am FA; my village is far away of the city. I had a younger sister and father mother in my family. She asked me, do your parents love you. I said, yes they love me so much and I also love them. She said, I am amazed that your parents love you. I asked her, do your parents not love you. She said, it is my personal matter. Then I did not ask her anything. She asked me, did you have interest in poetry? I said I have great interest in poetry; I also have many poetry books. She said, I will come to get a book of poetry. I said, yes of course. We reached at university. She went out of the car, she bend on the front window mirror and said good bye to me. I did not reply and started the car.

Next day she came out of the house. I opened the door of the car for her. She said thanks. I was surprised at her behavior. As she sat in the car, she took down her veil. My eyes fixed on her face. She was so beautiful and pretty. I was just looking at her. She knocked at the mirror of the window. Then I closed the back door. I sat on my seat and started the car. On the way I saw her in the back mirror seen mirror. She was silent today. She did not talk with me. At reaching university, she opened the door and went out. To day she did not say good bye.

I came back but I was lost in her beauty. She over covered my mind and heart. I was waiting for the time of her coming impatiently. I reached at university before time. I was standing out of the car. She was coming towards the car and I was just looking at her. She was smiling and talking with her friend. as she came close the car, her friend said good bye. She looked at me and said, why are you standing out of the car today? I did not say anything and opened the door for her. She smiled and sat on the seat. I closed the door. Sat on my seat and started the car.

When, we reached at home. Her mother was sitting in the lawn. She saw Sana without veil. She asked Sana, why she took down her veil. Sana did not reply her and went in to the house. I was standing there. Her mother looked at me and shouted at me, why you are standing there. I went to my quarter.

In the evening I was laying on the bed. I closed my eyes and her face was in front of me. At once I opened my eyes. She was standing at the door of my room. I stood up and asked her, why she came there. She gave me order and I will present in front of her. She said, I am coming there to get a book of poetry what you like much. I gave her my favorite poetry book. When she saw the book, she said, it is my favorite book. I asked her, you may keep her forever. She smiled and said, now I am going if mother know that she will shouted at me.

Days were passing. We became friends. She shared with me her every problem and also happiness. I liked her in my heart but I can not express her because she was the daughter of rich man. I was their servant. I was happy to see her. She talked to me, smiled at my jokes.
One day I was standing out side in her wait. At once I heard the voice of her mother. She was shouting at Sana. Sana opened the door of house and came out quickly. Her mother was at her back and was saying. If you have any shame then you will not come back to house. I was much surprised to see that. Sana replied, I will fulfill you desire soon. She opened the door of the car and sat on the seat. She ordered to go. I started the car. On the way she asked me to stop on a coffee shop. She came out of the car and said to me to come out. I locked the car and we entered into the coffee shop. We sat on the chairs, she ordered for two cup of coffee.

I asked her, why she bring me there? She said, I want to say something to you. I want to marry you Hassan. I can not live here among these fake personalities. My life destroyed after my mother. I said, after your mother mean? She said, your madam is my step mother. My real mother had dead in my childhood. My father got married with that cruel lady. She did not take me as her daughter. I always endure her misbehavior but now I have no more power to endure her. I like you Hassan; I want to go with you to your village. Where, I will live a free life. Where people love me and did not look at me with hate. She was saying and also crying. I could not say something.

I was just listening her. She asked me, do you like me or not. I became surprised at her question. She asked again. Then I replied, yes I like you but……… she said, don’t say anything. Will you take me to your village? I said, I need some time to think about it. She said, I give you just two days. If you will refuse me then I will go with any other boy of my university. I am a beautiful girl. Any one will ready to take me any where. I was silent. She did not take the coffee and stood up. I also stood up and came out of the coffee shop.

All the night I thought about her. She was so nice girl. If I will refuse her, she will adopt a wrong way, it will very bad for you. I could not understand what I have to do? I could not sleep whole night.

In the morning, I was waiting for her. She came out and said, I will not go the university today. She came near to me and said, you have only one day. Then I will go with any other boy. She turned and went into the house. I was still standing there. I thought, if I take her with me, I will break the trust of my owner. If I refuse her, she will destroy her life. It was most important for me to save her because I love her so much. I decided to take her to my village.

Next morning, I was cleaning the car. She was sitting in the lawn. I felt her eyes were fixed on me. When I had completed my work, I said to her, I had decided. She asked me, what is your decision? I said, I am ready to take you to my village. She became so happy. She said, in the evening we will go but I will not bring any thing from my house. I hate with every thing of that house. I said to her, we do not need of anything.

In the evening she said me to bring out the car. I brought out it and she sat in. we reached at the station. Left the car there and took the ticket for my village. Train had come. We sat in the train. After the journey of night we reached at village. I took her to my home. My parents were so much confused to see her. they became angry with me. They thought I had got married without them.

I told them all about Sana. They were not ready to agree but Sana told them, she had come there in search of love and ease. She promised my parents, she will never give them any pain or sorrow in life. My parents understood her. They accepted her as their daughter in law.

After three days, we got married. We all were very happy. I did not think about her parents. If they came behind us then, what will I do?

One day, her parents came at our house with police. They were reached there by my uncle. They blamed at me I had kidnapped their daughter. But Sana said to the police officer, it is wrong. I had come there with my own desire, he did not kidnap me. Her father said, you have insulted me in the society. I can not face the people. My daughter, you have to go back with me.

Sana replied him; no I am very happy there. I will not go back. Now I am his wife and without his permission I can not go any where. I also have no desire to go back. I am so happy here. It is good for you to go back. You just think I have dead.

Wednesday, February 1, 2012

Hidden Love


He was sitting in crowd of the girls. She came there and began to shout at him. What are you doing here, Raiha asked to Ali. He stood up at once and smiled. She always be jealous, when she found him with an other girl. She was too much possessive about him. They were best friends and were getting education together since their childhood. It was their last year in medical.

They were friends from their one class. All the teachers at school were loved them both. Raiha was a brilliant and intelligent student. She had a humble personality. Ali was much obedient and respected to his teacher.

Ali liked Raiha as a best friend but she loved him. She did not showed her feeling to him ever. They had very good family relations. Their fathers were business partners. She always though, her love for Ali will destroy their family relations. So she hide her love and not expressed her feelings to Ali.

Now their exams were finished. They both were very happy because they had done their paper very fine.

One evening Ali came to her house. She was in her room. Raiha was in her room. Her mother called her. When she came in drawing room, she was so excited to see Ali there. After a week she was meeting him. Her mother asked, Ali is come to invited us for a party. Party for what, she asked. He replied, my parents decided to engaged me. She was shocked at that news. She did show her pain on her face. After a while she ran to her room. She fell on the bed and started weeping.

She thought her love is going to be some one other. She was mad for Ali and was weeping whole night. In the morning when her knocked her door, she did not opened. Her knocked again and again but vain. She called her husband and said, Raih is not opening the door. Her father said, my dear daughter open the door, we are worrying about you. Then she opened the door. Her face was swelled and eyes became red. Her condition showed that she did not sleep in the night. Her mother asked her, is everything all right my dear. She said, i had headache all the night and could not sleep well.

But her mother knew the truth. But she did not try to prove her wrong. Her mother asked her to prepare for the evening party. At once she said, i will not go on the party. Her mother was surprised at her replied. But why? She shouted. Raih did not say something and went back to her room.

Her mother made a call to Ali and told him the situation. Soon Ali came to their home and went to her room. She was still on her bed. He said, what’s wrong with you Raiha? When she heard his voice, she got up at once. She was looking like a patient. Ali was confused to see her condition. He asked her the reason of her refusal. He said, if she is not ready to come in party then he will cancel the program. She said, don’t do that for me. He forced her to come in party. She agreed.

In the evening when she was prepared for the party, her mother came to her room and gave him a gift pack. It is a gift of Ali for Raiha. She opened the gift. It was a beautiful dress. Her said, Ali gave to her to wear in the party. She wore the dress but she was so upset. She control her feelings and was ready for the party.

When they reached at his house. His family received them with great excitement. His mother said, we are just waiting for you. Their house was beautifully decorated. Her eyes were searching for Ali. At once he appeared in front of her. He was looking so smart and nice. She want to say something but could not said.

Ali said to her, come with me i introduce you with my future fiance. She smiled and went with him. He took her on the stage. She was standing on the stage, suddenly all the lights were off, only a light was on, it is on Raiha. She was confused, what was happening? Then Ali caught her hand and asked her. Will you marry me Raiha. When she heard, her eyes were filled with tears and she was wondered.

He told her, he loved her since his childhood but he always hide his love. He wanted to give her a surprise. Today he had done that. He said, i knew that you also loves me but you did not express your love. She was crying and could not said something. But she was so happy to get her love.

Then Ali again asked her, will you marry me. She replied, yes and smiled. Her family also knew about the surprise party.But they did not show her anything. She was happy to get Ali as her life partner.

Friday, January 27, 2012

Love At First Sight


Aima has passed her B.A exams in first division. She expressed her desire for M.A. She was interested to get admission in the University. Her father was a narrow minded person. He always kept a boundary around Aima. He did not like that his daughter get education in a University. He always against the co-education system. Her mother was died.

Aima’s elder brother Sajid insured his father, she will never loose our trust. He requested his father, please give permission to her. So, her father agreed and gave her permission.

She took admission in University. At first day at University, she was so confused and nervous. Everyone looked at her because she was so pretty with her beautiful sky eyes and has very fair complexion.
She was feeling uncomfortable. She was taking step in hurry, she clashed with a boy and her books fell down. She looked at him and said, Sorry. But boy could not said something because he was lost in her eyes. He was just looking at her and she stepped forward. His name was Sameer. He was the student of final year. He was one of the brilliant students of the University. He was not interested in girls. Most of the girls tried to be his friends but he refused them. As he saw Aima, he just thought about her all time. He tried to talk her but had no courage.

One day he saw Aima was sitting alone in a lawn. He came to her and sit beside her. He said to her, would she like to be his friend. She did not reply and stood up. Sameer stand up also and asked her again. She replied, she did not like to talk strangers and went away. After that sameer tried to met her daily and asked to be friend.
One day he was sitting sad in his room. His mother came and asked him the reason of his sadness, he replied, he loved to a girl.His mother asked, who is she? He told his mother about Aima.

His mother said, did you express your love?. He replied, no. His mother made him clear, just expressed your love to her. I hope she will accept.
He saw Aima in library. He sat near her and said i want to say something please came out of library. She came out with him. Aima asked him what he want to say. He expressed his love in front of her. She stood up but Sameer caught her hand and said, if she refused then he will kill himself. He perplexed her, she began to cry.

He talked her in a sober way and asked the reason of her crying. She made him clear it is not possible to love anyone. Her family will never accept her love. Sameer requested her please try to agree her family. He said , he can’t live with out her. He had lost in her simplicity and in her beautiful eyes since he looked her . He had decided to marry her.
When Aima saw his madness, she became agreed to talk with her family. She thought her brother Sajid will help her. So, she decided to tell her brother about their love.

She also loved Sameer, from that time when she struck him. She could not understand, what thing attracted her towards Sameer. Perhaps, it is the elegant personality of Sameer which impressed Aima at first sight.
She told her brother all about her love, she hoped her brother give her support but he slapped Aima. He shouted at her, you have broken our trust. You were not able to go to university. He told his father about
er. He made a call to Aima, she told him all the situation. Sameer asked her, will she go with him. She accepted his offer because she also loved him so much. She was ready to do everything for her love. She was not happy in her house, that was no more than a prison.

So, in the evening Sameer came to her gate. He phone Aima, she was also waiting him . Her father and her brother were not at home. She came out and met Sameer. He took her to his house. His mother was so happy to see Aima, she was excited because her son had got his love today.

Aima forgot her cruel father and brother forever. She lived happily with Sameer.