"I'M LETTING YOU GO"

I only have two words for you.. ~I'M DONE~
After everything I've done for you,
Every chance that I gave you yet,
You still break my heart but it's over.

Finally, I've realized I don't deserve this,
And honestly, you don't deserve me.
Yeah, I still love you and probably will for a long time.
But I can't stay here anymore, it hurts too much I guess this is..
...MOVING ON...

I guess I'm tired of being the least thing on your mind.
I should have known from the start, you'd go and break my heart.
You took my heart and threw it away as if it was NOTHING.
To me.. you're my everything but to you I'm just another meantime girl.

You hurt me more than I deserve,
How can you be so cruel?
I love you more than you deserve,
Why am I such a fool?

Little did I know you were just another dead end road,
Made with pretty lies and broken dreams.
Now, I believe it when people say, LOVE IS BLIND..
Coz I must have been blind to love a person like YOU.

It finally hit me that you didn't care,
When you walked away and never looked back.
Maybe if I had just looked away that first night you came towards me,
Everything would be different, my heart wouldn't be breaking right now.

I wanna do exactly what you did to me,
lead you on, make you fall for me, then just let go.
EFFORTLESSLY.
Suddenly, I'm hating myself for everything I've ever felt for you.

Sometimes, I wish I could go back and erase the day I met you.
But then, I will never regret loving you only believing you..LOVE ME TOO.
I made a mistake thinking you were my world,
You won't get away with this..You messed with the wrong girl.

Slandering my own name just for your own gain.
Dream on honey, I'm gonna make you feel the PAIN.
Thank you for ripping my heart out, stomping on it.
And breaking it in half, now I know how much you care.

Watching you walked out of my life doesn't make me bitter about love,
But rather makes me realize that, if I wanted so much to be
With the wrong person, how great it will be,
When the right one comes along.

There is no medication for this illnes,
No known cure rather than TIME.
Maybe someday I'll be back my heart.
Maybe someday, I'll get back my pride.

Maybe somewhere down the road,
I'll forget to remember you.
One day, you will seek love and be "SORRY"
That you threw mine away.

And one day, you'll realize you could have been with me.
I hope someday, you'll realize what a fool you were to let someone like me.
Slip from your grip and that you'll see that the one you've been looking for,
Was the one who SET YOU FREE.

One day, I will be able to look you in the eye without feeling the pain you've caused.
One day, I will be able to stand next to you without wanting to hold your hand.

ONE DAY, I'LL GET OVER YOU..

"A HEARTBROKEN STORY"

When I told you that I LIKED YOU,
You told me, "I don't feel the same way.."
I was okay with it,
But then I saw your face again.

I feel IN LOVE,  then you said to me,"I LOVE YOU"
It was the BEST DAY of my life,
Just by being with you,
You told me very one that you are inlove with me.
All I said was I LOVE YOU TOO,

But now, it's doesn't matter.
It was all LIES.
Now, you have a girlfriend.
I cried so much for you..

I asked you,
"Why would you ask someone out, if you loved me so much.."
Then you said in pride,
"I didn't liked you that much in that way.."

Then I was HEART BROKEN,
I sat in a dark room, crying over you.
Wishing that I didn't meet you.
I cut myself for you.

And guess what I said" I LOVE YOU"
I told the people that cared about me,
They told me to forget about you,
And don't think of him.

Then I said with a tear running down my face,
"he was the ONLY thing I thought about."
I never see your face again.
But I know it's a small world,

I just have to let go of you and move on.
It's going to be hard,
But I just have to,

Coz I know there is someone out there,
Looking for me
And all I wanna do is find them
And be with them.

"BREAK UP LETTER"

It's been a while..
It's been a while.. since the last time we talked to each other.
I know you're kinda busy with your life now, and maybe,
That's the reason why you don't have enough time for me.

You know what??
I MISS YOU..
I miss those times when we share LAUGHTERS... TEARS..
I miss your KISSES, I miss EVERYTHING.

I remember the time when you told me,
That were going to STAY FOREVER..
But, looks like things have changed...
YOU'VE CHANGED.

I MISS YOU SO MUCH..
I just wanna say that, "I'M SORRY"
Sorry, if I can't understand you, right now.
Even if I try to..

It's just that, things aren't working out properly,
Between the two of us anymore.
I'm tired of CRYING.
I wanted this relationship to last, but it will just hurt myself more.

Don't worry, I promise you, I will be fine.
I will TRY to be fine. :(
It tears me up inside..
I don't wanna do this but I MUST.

"I'M LETTING YOU GO.." :(

THANK YOU for being part of my life.
THANK YOU for everything.
You are the reason why I became like this.
I am now a STRONGER PERSON.

You taught me how to be TOUGH.
You taught me how to be STRONG.
THANK YOU.
I'm trying to hold the tears... I'M TRYING.

Go ahead, just GO.
I'm setting you free.
I guess, it's now time to say GOODBYE.
YOU CAN GO NOW.

I LOVE YOU, FOREVER.

"WHY ME? "

I know what you did to me.
I know how many times you've lied.
I know how many times you've cheated.
And I know how many times I've asked WHY?

Why would you do this,
Is what I've asked so many times,
Unfortunately for me, NO ANSWER comes to mind.
Is there even an answer?

If so, will I ever know?
Why did you hurt me so bad??
And keep hurting me by not showing.

Not showing that you care,
Not showing that you love me.
Seeing how much you hurt me,
How easy that it seemed.

I got out my razor,
Started to cut, started to bleed,
Started to CRY,and started to SCREAM.

WHY ME??? :'(

My friends say to MOVE ON after you blew through,
But the truth is I just can't to bring myself to let go of you.
I know I need to let go of you,
But I don't know if I can.

You left me a whole in my heart,
Where you should have been,
I need you know more than ever to hold you forever.
But now, I realize how much you destroyed,

Tearing down all my dreams,
Telling me your very fake lies. :(

Now, you know why I'm trying to MOVE ON from you,
And repatch my BROKEN HEART. :'(

WHAT HURTS THE MOST??

What if whats best for "US" is whats hardest to do.
I still love you but I have to let you go.
When will it STOP the pain.
That darkness that... that.... that....

That part of me that was or Y-O-U!!
Why can't you fill it,
Why did you leave?
Why why why???? :'(

Love hurts but so does life.
Why is it easy to fall inlove and yet, so hard to be loved back??
Why should I feel such if destiny permits me not?
Why do I have to fall, if it's you I can't have?

Why is there a "YOU" in "ME"
But never a "ME" in "YOU"?
How can I lose something that I never had?
It HURTS THE MOST when you can actually feel your heart breaking.

True love never dies as we see in our eyes.
Only when we LET GO that we can truly say GOODBYE.
Moving on is simple, it's what you leave behind that makes it so difficult.
It really hurts when you expected so much more from the person you once love so much.

One day you will seek love and be "SORRY" that you threw mine away.
When you are inlove and get hurt is like a cut.
It will heal, but there will always be a scar.
Now, that I have loved so purely and deeply,
I have realized how lonely I really am.

I wish I had the guts to walk away and forget about what we had,
But, I can't because I know you won't come after me.
And I guess that's WHAT HURTS THE MOST." :'((

"RIGHT LOVE AT THE WRONG TIME"

We started as FRIENDS. We became BESTFRIENDS as years passed.
I listened to all the stories you shared, and give you advice when you needed.
Though we both belong in the same circle of friends,
But we remained TWO SPECIAL to each other.

Years passed we had special someone in our lives..
Until we find time for each other and kept in touched.
I saw your ups and downs..
Swept your tears with my hankies..
Ease your pains with my hugs..
And tried to cheer you up and brought your smile back.

Oneday, unexpectedly you expressed what you feel for me..
I am shocked for I really feel the same way too..
I tried to keep away from you since it's COMPLICATED..
But you insisted and proved that you CARE  and LOVE ME.

HOW HAPPY I AM. :))
When you said.." I LOVE YOU.." for the first time.
But some good things never last as a song goes..
Time came and suddenly I realized that all were just jokes.. :(

IT HURTS.... :'(
I CAN'T STAND THE PAIN... :'(
I ALMOST DIED... :'(

Were both troubled and fights are in between..
Until we realized that love is not binding us anymore..
And we decided go on seperate ways..
Though I still love you..
I have to let you go.. :(

I don't want to hold you and ask you to stay with me but..
UNHAPPY...

Maybe..
Somehow...
Somewhere..
We will meet..down the road..

HAPPY INLOVE!!! :'(

"EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON"

Sometimes people come into your life,
And you know right away that they were meant to be there.
They serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson,
Or help figure out who you are or who you want to become.

You never know who these people maybe your roommate,
your neighbor, professor, long lost friend, lover,
or even a complete stranger who, when you lock eyes with them,
You know that very moment that they will affect your life in some profound way.

And sometimes, things happen to you and at the time they seem horrible,
painful and unfair but in reflection.. you realize that without overcoming those
obstacles you would never have realized your potential, strength, will power of heart.

Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good
or badluck, illness, injury, love, lost moments or true greatness and sheer stupidity
all occur to test the limits of the soul.

Without these small tests, if they be events, illnesses or relationships,
Life would be like a smooth paved, straight, flat road to nowhere.
Safe and comfortable but dull and utterly pointless.

The people you meet who affect your life and successes and downfalls you experience,
They are the ones who create who you are. Even the bad experience can be learned from..
Those lessons are the hardest and probably the most important ones...

If someone hurts you, betrays you, or break your heart...
FORGIVE them, for they have helped you learn about trust,
And the most importance of being cautions to whom you OPEN YOUR HEART.

If someone loves you, love them back..unconditionally,
Not only because they love you, but because they are teaching you to love,
And opening your heart and eyes...to things you would have never seen,
Or felt without them.

Make every day count, appreciate every moment
And take from it everything that you possibly can,
for you may never be able to experience it again.

Talked people you have never talked to before, and actually listen,
Let yourself fall in love, break free and set your sights high.
You can make of your life anything you wish.

Create your own life and then go out and live it.
I wish you all the best in your endeavors as well as struggles in life.
Have a fighting spirit and never hesitate to get back in the struggle.

--Whatever you give to life, it gives you back. Do not hate anybody.
  The hatred which comes out from you will someday comeback to you.
  Love others and love will come back to you.--

"THE PAIN OF MOVING ON"

For a heart that's been torn there's not much you can do but to understand..
Remember this words?
"DON'T WORRY, I WILL FREE YOU WHEN IT'S FINALLY TIME FOR YOU TO GO.."
There's no easy way to let go of something that I know will never happen again.
But I will face the world around me knowing that I am strong enough to let you go.

I'm aware that you only came into my life for a while,
And that time will come I have to give you up.
Then that's the end of it, there goes my life..
You left me at the moment that I can't give you up.

I cry for the memories....
I cry for the pain...
I cry for the times...
I thought I had you.

I know you're not mine,
But holding on to you have become my way to keep me ALIVE.
Wish you see the tears run from my eyes..
Coz it spells the truth about how I really feels inside.

Don't worry my tears won't blame you,
Those are just the words my heart uses to explain,
When even my smiles can't cover up my pain.

It's been a while still I can't get out from your shadow..
Till this very moment, I'm still trying to pick up those pieces.

Thank you for the love and the pain..
The pain that I'll always remember..
Even now, my heart still aches in SADNESS..
And SECRET TEARS still flow.

ONEDAY, I can say...

"I'M OVER YOU.."

You are still with me even though you are not on my side.
Oneday, I will be able to stand NEXT TO YOU..
Without wanting to hold your hand..
Somewhere down my journey..
I WILL FALL IN LOVE AGAIN...

I KNOW....
I CAN....
I CAN...
I CAN...

"10 TIPS TO MEND A BROKEN HEART"

Recovery after a break up is never easy. There will be highs and lows but you will surely move on. Initially everyone feels that this is it, you cannot go one anymore, but soon the phase will pass. Grief, Resentment, Despair, a feeling of Betrayal and Abondonment are some of the emotions that we all go through, especially if the relationship has ended on, a sour note. HERE ARE SOME TIPS TO MEND THAT BROKEN HEART.

1) Most people are in denial after a break up. They don't want to admit that it is over because the pain is too intense. But the sooner you accept it, the faster will be the healing process. It is okay to CRY and vent out your EMOTIONS but then you have to face the reality and move on.

2) You have to practice SELF-CONTROL. Do not sms your boy friend, sending him blank message or message like "I MISS YOU." It will hurt you even more when he doesn't respond back.

3) Prepare yourself for the FUTURE. Be POSITIVE and REASSURE yourself that whatever happens is for the best. You know that you deserve better, so don't brood or sulk. Read an interesting book to distract your mind, watch fun movies, listen to spiritual chants and relay the mind, body and soul.

4) Throw away any memories that remind you of your boyfriend. They will only make you dwell in the past. When he doesn't exist in your life so why should the things be around you?

5) Confide in family and friends. Their support will help you through this or deal.

6) Stop thinking about him and what he would be doing at this time. Avoid going to the places where you both used to sit, chat, hangout. It will only bring back old times memories that have NO MEANING NOW. Go to new places, learn something ne and enrich your life.

7) Change your apprearance. Don't look haggard and depressed to the world. Get a new wardrobe, change your hairstyle, visit a spa and look stylish. The NEW YOU will reflect your mind set as well.

8) Avoid jumping into relationship after a break up. It may give you a new high, but it may not always work. Instead, it may make you even more depressed. Enjoy good friendship but don't get emotionally attached at an early stage.

9) Avoid being BITTER and NEGATIVE. The angry and loathe should slowly be removed otherwise it comes out unconsciously when you are dealing with people in the future.

10) Life is TOO SHORT so you have to move on to enjoy the rest of it. The one who left you, don't deserve you slowly should you feel bad. He is the one who couldn't see the gem that he lost. One day, when he does, he will repent because you have moved to a better world.

"ONE MORE CHANCE"

I wish that I could endure this feelings of being hurt,
Because I chose this, I was the one who wanted this.
I wish I could tell you that..
I AM HAPPY FOR YOU.
FOR BOTH OF YOU.

I wish I could..
I wish I could..
But I couldn't.
I am such a bad person,
Because the truth is I'm still HOPING..
You could tell me.. I wish it's still me. :'(
LET IT BE ME...:'(
LET IT BE ME AGAIN! :'(

I know, you love her..
Because she love you at your worst..
I had you at your best..
And I just neglected all of that.
I just made a chose, and I chose to break your heart. :'(

I'M SORRY..
I'm sorry for not saying sorry before..
When I've HURT YOU..
When we both broke up.
I only thought of...
MYSELF.. ONLY MY FEELINGS...AND THINGS THAT I ALONE WANTED.
I'm sorry that I became selfish.
I wasn't aware that..
You also need to find the old you when you loved me.

And I still loves you
You don't know how much I want to tell you..
I wish it's still us.
I wish it's still us again.. :'(
But if everytime I feel how much I love you..
I can't fight this feelings.
of feeling all the pain again..

And I'm sorry..
This is me..
This time, it's me who needs time..
So, that I could forget, all the PAIN.
So, that I could remember, all the wonderful and good things about us.
So, that the OLD ME who was lost could return.
When we both got seperated..
I want my heart to stop BREAKING.
So that, if ever we'll be together again.
I could love you with all my heart.
With no mixed feeling of fear,
If ever we'll be hurt again. :'(

"People say, that maybe the people who we love left us,
Because maybe there is someone better, who'll come into our lives.
Who'll even love us better, someone who won't hurt and give us too much hope.
The only one person, who'll correct all the wrong in our lives, of all the wrong in your life."

The Life Lesson No 6

A little bird was flying south for the
winter. It was so cold the bird froze
and fell to the ground into a large field.
While he was lying there, a cow came
by and dropped some dung on him.
As the frozen bird lay there in the pile
of cow dung, he began to realize how
warm he was.
The dung was actually thawing him
out!
He lay there all warm and happy, and
soon began to sing for joy.
A passing cat heard the bird singing
and came to investigate.
Following the sound, the cat
discovered the bird under the pile of
cow dung, and promptly dug him out
and ate him.
Morals of the story:
(1) Not everyone who shits on you is
your enemy.
(2) Not everyone who gets you out of
shit is your
friend.
(3 ) And when you're in deep shit, it's
best to keep your mouth shut!

The Life Lesson No 5

A turkey was chatting with a bull.
'I would love to be able to get to the
top of that tree' sighed the turkey, 'but
I haven't got the energy.'
'Well, why don't you nibble on some of
my droppings?' replied the bull.
They're packed with nutrients..'
The turkey pecked at a lump of dung,
and found it actually gave him enough
strength to reach the lowest branch of
the tree.
The next day, after eating some more
dung, he reached the second branch.
Finally after a fourth night, the turkey
was proudly perched at the top of the
tree.
He was promptly spotted by a farmer,
who shot him out of the tree.
Moral of the story:
Bull Shit might get you to the top, but it
won't keep you there.

"6 SIGNS THAT HE SAY S/HE STILL CARES"

It can be hard to think things through clearly when you are distraught over your break up, but there is a ray of hope. Many times people get back together after breaking up. It can just be a wake up call as to what needs to be CHANGED IN THE RELATIONSHIP.
6 SIGNS:

1) He says he wants to be FRIENDS with you. It is hard for him to let you go COMPLETELY. He definitely has feelings for you if he is looking for you to be in his life in some way.

2) He tells you that he misses you when you talk to him. He is probably reminiscing about the good times that you had together and is fishing to find out whether or not you miss him too.

3) Your EX boyfriend is still calling and talking to you regularly. This shows that you are still important to him and he can't just say goodbye forever. Take heart that he is still INTERESTED.

4) Your EX boyfriend doesn't look the other way when you happen to see him. Even though it may feel awkward he makes the effort to speak to you.

5) He asks you if you are going out with anyone else. He still feels emotions like JEALOUSY which are an indication that he still has ties to you.

6) He asks your friends or family questions about you. He wants to keep tabs on what you are doing. You are definitely on his mind.
--If you feel like he is the one for you, then you will want to do everything you can to move things along. This doesn't mean calling him all the time. Be friendly but act a bit aloof and HARD TO GET. Let him feel like he has to win your love back. You don't want him to think that you are not interested at all, just get him to feel like he has to make the EFFORT TO WIN YOU BACK. When you feel like the SIGNS show that your EX boyfriend still has feelings for you, you will want to have a plan figured out to act on.

I hope you found this note HELPFUL. GOODLUCK!!!!! :D

"A NOTE TO MY EX"

Hey,

It's been days, weeks, or months since we last talked to each other.
How are you??
I wish everything's okay.
Well, If you ask me.. "I'M FINE".
Well, better it is.


I've been thinking of you lately.
I remember the times we spent together.
Our LAUGHTER..
Our TEARS...
Our KISSES..
EVERYTHING..


I remember the future we once drew,
The promise we made.
I thought you said FOREVER,
But FOREVER turned to OVER.


I don't want to think of any reason why we fell apart.
Even if I had to.
Crying didn't help too,
It only made things worse.
Deep inside I know,
Only your presence can make it all go away.
But destiny tore us apart.


What else can I do??
Time can heal the pain.
I'm done crying.
Look at me now..
I've been better that ever.
And it's because of you
Because of you, I've learned from my mistakes.
I won't do the same crap again.


Don't worry..
My feeling haven't changed a bit,
I just became stronger..
SO, THANK YOU!
You've been a part of my life.


I'M LETTING YOU GO....
But it doesn't mean..
I'M GIVING UP ON LOVING YOU...
GOODBYE, TAKECARE..
LOVE YOU ALWAYS.. :)

The Life Lesson No 4

An eagle was sitting on a tree resting,
doing nothing.
A small rabbit saw the eagle and asked
him, 'Can I also sit like you and do
nothing?'
The eagle answered: 'Sure, why not.'
So, the rabbit sat on the ground below
the eagle and rested. All of a sudden, a
fox appeared, jumped on the rabbit
and ate it.
Moral of the story:
To be sitting and doing nothing, you
must be sitting very, very high up.

The Life Lesson No 3

A sales rep, an administration clerk,
and the manager are walking to lunch
when they find an antique oil lamp.
They rub it and a Genie comes out.
The Genie says, 'I'll give each of you
just one wish.'
'Me first! Me first!' says the admin clerk
'I want to be in the Bahamas , driving a
speedboat, without a care in the
world.'
Puff! She's gone.
'Me next! Me next!' says the sales rep.
'I want to be in Hawaii , relaxing on the
beach with my personal masseuse, an
endless supply of Pina Coladas and the
love of my life.'
Puff! He's gone.
'OK, you're up,' the Genie says to the
manager.
The manager says, 'I want those two
back in the office after lunch'
Moral of the story:
Always let your boss have the first say.

The Life Lesson No 2

A priest offered a Nun a lift.
She got in and crossed her legs, forcing
her gown to reveal a leg.
The priest nearly had an accident.
After controlling the car, he stealthily
slid his hand up her leg.
The nun said, 'Father, remember Psalm
129?'
The priest removed his hand. But,
changing gears, he let his hand slide
up her leg again.
The nun once again said, 'Father,
remember Psalm 129?'
The priest apologized 'Sorry sister but
the flesh is weak.'
Arriving at the convent, the nun sighed
heavily and went on her way.
On his arrival at the church, the priest
rushed to look up Psalm 129. It said,
'Go forth and seek, further up, you will
find glory.'
Moral of the story:
If you are not well informed in your
job, you might miss a great
opportunity.

The Life Lesson No 1

A man is getting into the shower just
as his wife is finishing up her shower,
when the doorbell rings.
The wife quickly wraps herself in a
towel and runs downstairs.
When she opens the door, there
stands Bob , the next-door neighbor..
Before she says a word, Bob says, 'I'll
give you $800 to drop that towel.'
After thinking for a moment, the
woman drops her towel and stands
naked in front of Bob , after a few
seconds, Bob hands her $800 and
leaves.
The woman wraps back up in the towel
and goes back upstairs.
When she gets to the bathroom, her
husband asks, 'Who was that?'
'It was Bob the next door neighbor,'
she replies.
'Great,' the husband says, 'did he say
anything about the $800 he owes me?'
Moral of the story:
If you share critical information
pertaining to credit and risk with your
shareholders in time, you may be in a
position to prevent avoidable
exposure.

The man with the two bags

Awesome story....Must Read

The man with the two bags !!!

Once upon a time........

Yesterday I was on my way to picking up my children. I was remembering someone I lost and the pain it caused me.

I stopped at a traffic light. There was this man who fell off his bike in the middle of the road. He was carrying two huge bags filled with clothes. I assumed he was carrying all his possessions.

He struggled to get up and finally managed to pick up his bike. People would walk by him and cars would just go around him. As I was about to get out of my car to help him, this kind man jumped out of his car. He helped him with his belongings and placed them on the sidewalk. The man still struggled to get on the bike and carry those two huge bags.

I looked at him with intense sadness. I saw him stop and put his head down. In that moment I felt his pain. I knew what he was feeling. He was struggling to take hold of a situation, but couldn't. He felt helpless, discouraged and alone. I felt connected to him. Although our lives were different, we both knew what true suffering is.

I will never forget that man. He helped me remember to be thankful that I had a car to take me home, that my clothes were safely folded in my bedroom dresser, that I had a secure place to lay my head, that I was not alone, that I have the love of my children, friends and family, that even though there has been great loses and suffering in my life, there has also been great accomplishments.

He reminded me to be grateful and never take the slightest thing for granted. He reminded me how fortunate I am and how loved I am.

Loving the imperfect

They have been married for two years. He loves literature and often posts his work on the net, but nobody ever reads them. He is also into photography and he handles their wedding photos. He loves her very much. Likewise with her. She has a quick temper and always bullies him. He is a gentleman and always gives in to her.

Today, she's being willful again.

Her: "Why can't you be the photographer for my friend's wedding? She promised she'd pay."
Him: "I don't have time that day."
Her: "Humph!"
Him: "Huh?"
Her: "Don't have time? Write less of those novels, and you will have all the time you need."
Him: "I... someone will definitely recognize my work some day."
Her: "Humph! I don't care, you'll have to do it for her!"
Him: "No."
Her: "Just this once?"
Him: "No."

Negotiation's broken. So, she gave the final warning: "Give me a Yes within three days, or else..."

First day, she "withheld" the kitchen, bathroom, computer, refrigerator, television, hi-fi... Except the double bed, to show her "benevolence".

Of course, she has to sleep on it too. He didn't mind, as he still has some cash in his pockets.

Second day, she conducted a raid and removed everything from his pockets and warned, "Seek any external help, and you bear the consequences."

He's nervous now. That night, on the bed, he begs for mercy, hoping that she'll end this state. She doesn't give a damn. No way am I giving in, whatever he says. Until he agrees.

Third day, night. On the bed. He's lying on the bed, looking to one side. She's lying on the bed, looking to the other side.

Him: "We need to talk."
Her: "Unless it's about the wedding, forget it."
Him: "It's something very important."

She remains silent.

Him:"Let's get a divorce."
She did not believe her ears.
Him: "I got to know a girl."

She's totally angry, and wanted to hit him. But she held it down, wanting to let him finish. But her eyes already felt wet. He took a photo out from his chest. Probably from his undershirt pocket, that's the only place she didn't go through yesterday. How careless.

Him: "She's a nice girl."
Her tears fell.

Him: "She has a good personality too."
She's heartbroken because he puts a photo of some other girl close to his heart.
Him: "She says that she'll support me fully in my pursue for literature after we got married."

She's very jealous because she said the same thing in the past.
Him: "She loves me truly."
She wishes to sit up and scream at him "Don't I?"
Him: "So, I think she won't force me to do something that I don't want to do."

She's thinking, but the rage won't subside.
Him: "Want to take a look at the photo I took for her?"
Her: "...!"

He brings the photo before her eyes. She's in a total rage, hits his hand away and leaves a burning slap on his face.

He sighs. She cries.
He puts the photo back to his pocket. She pulls her hand back under the blanket.

He turns off the light, and sleeps. She turns on the light, and sits up. He's asleep. She lost sleep. She regrets treating him the way she treated him.

She cried again, and thought about a lot of things. She wants to wake him up. She wants to have a intimate talk with him. She doesn't want to push him anymore. She stares at his chest. She wants to see how the girl looks.

She slips the photo out. She wanted to cry and she wanted to laugh.


It's a nicely taken photo. A photo he took for her. She bends down, and kissed him on his cheek.

He smiled. He was just pretending to be asleep.

"You learn to love, not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly."