Monday, February 25, 2013


I only have two words for you.. ~I'M DONE~
After everything I've done for you,
Every chance that I gave you yet,
You still break my heart but it's over.

Finally, I've realized I don't deserve this,
And honestly, you don't deserve me.
Yeah, I still love you and probably will for a long time.
But I can't stay here anymore, it hurts too much I guess this is..

I guess I'm tired of being the least thing on your mind.
I should have known from the start, you'd go and break my heart.
You took my heart and threw it away as if it was NOTHING.
To me.. you're my everything but to you I'm just another meantime girl.

You hurt me more than I deserve,
How can you be so cruel?
I love you more than you deserve,
Why am I such a fool?

Little did I know you were just another dead end road,
Made with pretty lies and broken dreams.
Now, I believe it when people say, LOVE IS BLIND..
Coz I must have been blind to love a person like YOU.

It finally hit me that you didn't care,
When you walked away and never looked back.
Maybe if I had just looked away that first night you came towards me,
Everything would be different, my heart wouldn't be breaking right now.

I wanna do exactly what you did to me,
lead you on, make you fall for me, then just let go.
Suddenly, I'm hating myself for everything I've ever felt for you.

Sometimes, I wish I could go back and erase the day I met you.
But then, I will never regret loving you only believing you..LOVE ME TOO.
I made a mistake thinking you were my world,
You won't get away with this..You messed with the wrong girl.

Slandering my own name just for your own gain.
Dream on honey, I'm gonna make you feel the PAIN.
Thank you for ripping my heart out, stomping on it.
And breaking it in half, now I know how much you care.

Watching you walked out of my life doesn't make me bitter about love,
But rather makes me realize that, if I wanted so much to be
With the wrong person, how great it will be,
When the right one comes along.

There is no medication for this illnes,
No known cure rather than TIME.
Maybe someday I'll be back my heart.
Maybe someday, I'll get back my pride.

Maybe somewhere down the road,
I'll forget to remember you.
One day, you will seek love and be "SORRY"
That you threw mine away.

And one day, you'll realize you could have been with me.
I hope someday, you'll realize what a fool you were to let someone like me.
Slip from your grip and that you'll see that the one you've been looking for,
Was the one who SET YOU FREE.

One day, I will be able to look you in the eye without feeling the pain you've caused.
One day, I will be able to stand next to you without wanting to hold your hand.


Wednesday, January 23, 2013


When I told you that I LIKED YOU,
You told me, "I don't feel the same way.."
I was okay with it,
But then I saw your face again.

I feel IN LOVE,  then you said to me,"I LOVE YOU"
It was the BEST DAY of my life,
Just by being with you,
You told me very one that you are inlove with me.
All I said was I LOVE YOU TOO,

But now, it's doesn't matter.
It was all LIES.
Now, you have a girlfriend.
I cried so much for you..

I asked you,
"Why would you ask someone out, if you loved me so much.."
Then you said in pride,
"I didn't liked you that much in that way.."

I sat in a dark room, crying over you.
Wishing that I didn't meet you.
I cut myself for you.

And guess what I said" I LOVE YOU"
I told the people that cared about me,
They told me to forget about you,
And don't think of him.

Then I said with a tear running down my face,
"he was the ONLY thing I thought about."
I never see your face again.
But I know it's a small world,

I just have to let go of you and move on.
It's going to be hard,
But I just have to,

Coz I know there is someone out there,
Looking for me
And all I wanna do is find them
And be with them.

Tuesday, January 22, 2013


It's been a while..
It's been a while.. since the last time we talked to each other.
I know you're kinda busy with your life now, and maybe,
That's the reason why you don't have enough time for me.

You know what??
I miss those times when we share LAUGHTERS... TEARS..
I miss your KISSES, I miss EVERYTHING.

I remember the time when you told me,
That were going to STAY FOREVER..
But, looks like things have changed...

I just wanna say that, "I'M SORRY"
Sorry, if I can't understand you, right now.
Even if I try to..

It's just that, things aren't working out properly,
Between the two of us anymore.
I'm tired of CRYING.
I wanted this relationship to last, but it will just hurt myself more.

Don't worry, I promise you, I will be fine.
I will TRY to be fine. :(
It tears me up inside..
I don't wanna do this but I MUST.


THANK YOU for being part of my life.
THANK YOU for everything.
You are the reason why I became like this.

You taught me how to be TOUGH.
You taught me how to be STRONG.
I'm trying to hold the tears... I'M TRYING.

Go ahead, just GO.
I'm setting you free.
I guess, it's now time to say GOODBYE.


Monday, January 21, 2013

"WHY ME? "

I know what you did to me.
I know how many times you've lied.
I know how many times you've cheated.
And I know how many times I've asked WHY?

Why would you do this,
Is what I've asked so many times,
Unfortunately for me, NO ANSWER comes to mind.
Is there even an answer?

If so, will I ever know?
Why did you hurt me so bad??
And keep hurting me by not showing.

Not showing that you care,
Not showing that you love me.
Seeing how much you hurt me,
How easy that it seemed.

I got out my razor,
Started to cut, started to bleed,
Started to CRY,and started to SCREAM.

WHY ME??? :'(

My friends say to MOVE ON after you blew through,
But the truth is I just can't to bring myself to let go of you.
I know I need to let go of you,
But I don't know if I can.

You left me a whole in my heart,
Where you should have been,
I need you know more than ever to hold you forever.
But now, I realize how much you destroyed,

Tearing down all my dreams,
Telling me your very fake lies. :(

Now, you know why I'm trying to MOVE ON from you,
And repatch my BROKEN HEART. :'(

Sunday, January 20, 2013


What if whats best for "US" is whats hardest to do.
I still love you but I have to let you go.
When will it STOP the pain.
That darkness that... that.... that....

That part of me that was or Y-O-U!!
Why can't you fill it,
Why did you leave?
Why why why???? :'(

Love hurts but so does life.
Why is it easy to fall inlove and yet, so hard to be loved back??
Why should I feel such if destiny permits me not?
Why do I have to fall, if it's you I can't have?

Why is there a "YOU" in "ME"
But never a "ME" in "YOU"?
How can I lose something that I never had?
It HURTS THE MOST when you can actually feel your heart breaking.

True love never dies as we see in our eyes.
Only when we LET GO that we can truly say GOODBYE.
Moving on is simple, it's what you leave behind that makes it so difficult.
It really hurts when you expected so much more from the person you once love so much.

One day you will seek love and be "SORRY" that you threw mine away.
When you are inlove and get hurt is like a cut.
It will heal, but there will always be a scar.
Now, that I have loved so purely and deeply,
I have realized how lonely I really am.

I wish I had the guts to walk away and forget about what we had,
But, I can't because I know you won't come after me.
And I guess that's WHAT HURTS THE MOST." :'((

Friday, January 18, 2013


We started as FRIENDS. We became BESTFRIENDS as years passed.
I listened to all the stories you shared, and give you advice when you needed.
Though we both belong in the same circle of friends,
But we remained TWO SPECIAL to each other.

Years passed we had special someone in our lives..
Until we find time for each other and kept in touched.
I saw your ups and downs..
Swept your tears with my hankies..
Ease your pains with my hugs..
And tried to cheer you up and brought your smile back.

Oneday, unexpectedly you expressed what you feel for me..
I am shocked for I really feel the same way too..
I tried to keep away from you since it's COMPLICATED..
But you insisted and proved that you CARE  and LOVE ME.

When you said.." I LOVE YOU.." for the first time.
But some good things never last as a song goes..
Time came and suddenly I realized that all were just jokes.. :(

IT HURTS.... :'(

Were both troubled and fights are in between..
Until we realized that love is not binding us anymore..
And we decided go on seperate ways..
Though I still love you..
I have to let you go.. :(

I don't want to hold you and ask you to stay with me but..

We will meet..down the road..


Thursday, January 17, 2013


Sometimes people come into your life,
And you know right away that they were meant to be there.
They serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson,
Or help figure out who you are or who you want to become.

You never know who these people maybe your roommate,
your neighbor, professor, long lost friend, lover,
or even a complete stranger who, when you lock eyes with them,
You know that very moment that they will affect your life in some profound way.

And sometimes, things happen to you and at the time they seem horrible,
painful and unfair but in reflection.. you realize that without overcoming those
obstacles you would never have realized your potential, strength, will power of heart.

Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good
or badluck, illness, injury, love, lost moments or true greatness and sheer stupidity
all occur to test the limits of the soul.

Without these small tests, if they be events, illnesses or relationships,
Life would be like a smooth paved, straight, flat road to nowhere.
Safe and comfortable but dull and utterly pointless.

The people you meet who affect your life and successes and downfalls you experience,
They are the ones who create who you are. Even the bad experience can be learned from..
Those lessons are the hardest and probably the most important ones...

If someone hurts you, betrays you, or break your heart...
FORGIVE them, for they have helped you learn about trust,
And the most importance of being cautions to whom you OPEN YOUR HEART.

If someone loves you, love them back..unconditionally,
Not only because they love you, but because they are teaching you to love,
And opening your heart and things you would have never seen,
Or felt without them.

Make every day count, appreciate every moment
And take from it everything that you possibly can,
for you may never be able to experience it again.

Talked people you have never talked to before, and actually listen,
Let yourself fall in love, break free and set your sights high.
You can make of your life anything you wish.

Create your own life and then go out and live it.
I wish you all the best in your endeavors as well as struggles in life.
Have a fighting spirit and never hesitate to get back in the struggle.

--Whatever you give to life, it gives you back. Do not hate anybody.
  The hatred which comes out from you will someday comeback to you.
  Love others and love will come back to you.--

Wednesday, January 16, 2013


For a heart that's been torn there's not much you can do but to understand..
Remember this words?
There's no easy way to let go of something that I know will never happen again.
But I will face the world around me knowing that I am strong enough to let you go.

I'm aware that you only came into my life for a while,
And that time will come I have to give you up.
Then that's the end of it, there goes my life..
You left me at the moment that I can't give you up.

I cry for the memories....
I cry for the pain...
I cry for the times...
I thought I had you.

I know you're not mine,
But holding on to you have become my way to keep me ALIVE.
Wish you see the tears run from my eyes..
Coz it spells the truth about how I really feels inside.

Don't worry my tears won't blame you,
Those are just the words my heart uses to explain,
When even my smiles can't cover up my pain.

It's been a while still I can't get out from your shadow..
Till this very moment, I'm still trying to pick up those pieces.

Thank you for the love and the pain..
The pain that I'll always remember..
Even now, my heart still aches in SADNESS..
And SECRET TEARS still flow.

ONEDAY, I can say...


You are still with me even though you are not on my side.
Oneday, I will be able to stand NEXT TO YOU..
Without wanting to hold your hand..
Somewhere down my journey..

I KNOW....
I CAN....
I CAN...
I CAN...

Monday, January 14, 2013


Recovery after a break up is never easy. There will be highs and lows but you will surely move on. Initially everyone feels that this is it, you cannot go one anymore, but soon the phase will pass. Grief, Resentment, Despair, a feeling of Betrayal and Abondonment are some of the emotions that we all go through, especially if the relationship has ended on, a sour note. HERE ARE SOME TIPS TO MEND THAT BROKEN HEART.

1) Most people are in denial after a break up. They don't want to admit that it is over because the pain is too intense. But the sooner you accept it, the faster will be the healing process. It is okay to CRY and vent out your EMOTIONS but then you have to face the reality and move on.

2) You have to practice SELF-CONTROL. Do not sms your boy friend, sending him blank message or message like "I MISS YOU." It will hurt you even more when he doesn't respond back.

3) Prepare yourself for the FUTURE. Be POSITIVE and REASSURE yourself that whatever happens is for the best. You know that you deserve better, so don't brood or sulk. Read an interesting book to distract your mind, watch fun movies, listen to spiritual chants and relay the mind, body and soul.

4) Throw away any memories that remind you of your boyfriend. They will only make you dwell in the past. When he doesn't exist in your life so why should the things be around you?

5) Confide in family and friends. Their support will help you through this or deal.

6) Stop thinking about him and what he would be doing at this time. Avoid going to the places where you both used to sit, chat, hangout. It will only bring back old times memories that have NO MEANING NOW. Go to new places, learn something ne and enrich your life.

7) Change your apprearance. Don't look haggard and depressed to the world. Get a new wardrobe, change your hairstyle, visit a spa and look stylish. The NEW YOU will reflect your mind set as well.

8) Avoid jumping into relationship after a break up. It may give you a new high, but it may not always work. Instead, it may make you even more depressed. Enjoy good friendship but don't get emotionally attached at an early stage.

9) Avoid being BITTER and NEGATIVE. The angry and loathe should slowly be removed otherwise it comes out unconsciously when you are dealing with people in the future.

10) Life is TOO SHORT so you have to move on to enjoy the rest of it. The one who left you, don't deserve you slowly should you feel bad. He is the one who couldn't see the gem that he lost. One day, when he does, he will repent because you have moved to a better world.

Saturday, January 12, 2013


I wish that I could endure this feelings of being hurt,
Because I chose this, I was the one who wanted this.
I wish I could tell you that..

I wish I could..
I wish I could..
But I couldn't.
I am such a bad person,
Because the truth is I'm still HOPING..
You could tell me.. I wish it's still me. :'(
LET IT BE ME...:'(

I know, you love her..
Because she love you at your worst..
I had you at your best..
And I just neglected all of that.
I just made a chose, and I chose to break your heart. :'(

I'm sorry for not saying sorry before..
When I've HURT YOU..
When we both broke up.
I only thought of...
I'm sorry that I became selfish.
I wasn't aware that..
You also need to find the old you when you loved me.

And I still loves you
You don't know how much I want to tell you..
I wish it's still us.
I wish it's still us again.. :'(
But if everytime I feel how much I love you..
I can't fight this feelings.
of feeling all the pain again..

And I'm sorry..
This is me..
This time, it's me who needs time..
So, that I could forget, all the PAIN.
So, that I could remember, all the wonderful and good things about us.
So, that the OLD ME who was lost could return.
When we both got seperated..
I want my heart to stop BREAKING.
So that, if ever we'll be together again.
I could love you with all my heart.
With no mixed feeling of fear,
If ever we'll be hurt again. :'(

"People say, that maybe the people who we love left us,
Because maybe there is someone better, who'll come into our lives.
Who'll even love us better, someone who won't hurt and give us too much hope.
The only one person, who'll correct all the wrong in our lives, of all the wrong in your life."

The Life Lesson No 6

A little bird was flying south for the
winter. It was so cold the bird froze
and fell to the ground into a large field.
While he was lying there, a cow came
by and dropped some dung on him.
As the frozen bird lay there in the pile
of cow dung, he began to realize how
warm he was.
The dung was actually thawing him
He lay there all warm and happy, and
soon began to sing for joy.
A passing cat heard the bird singing
and came to investigate.
Following the sound, the cat
discovered the bird under the pile of
cow dung, and promptly dug him out
and ate him.
Morals of the story:
(1) Not everyone who shits on you is
your enemy.
(2) Not everyone who gets you out of
shit is your
(3 ) And when you're in deep shit, it's
best to keep your mouth shut!

Friday, January 11, 2013

The Life Lesson No 5

A turkey was chatting with a bull.
'I would love to be able to get to the
top of that tree' sighed the turkey, 'but
I haven't got the energy.'
'Well, why don't you nibble on some of
my droppings?' replied the bull.
They're packed with nutrients..'
The turkey pecked at a lump of dung,
and found it actually gave him enough
strength to reach the lowest branch of
the tree.
The next day, after eating some more
dung, he reached the second branch.
Finally after a fourth night, the turkey
was proudly perched at the top of the
He was promptly spotted by a farmer,
who shot him out of the tree.
Moral of the story:
Bull Shit might get you to the top, but it
won't keep you there.


It can be hard to think things through clearly when you are distraught over your break up, but there is a ray of hope. Many times people get back together after breaking up. It can just be a wake up call as to what needs to be CHANGED IN THE RELATIONSHIP.

1) He says he wants to be FRIENDS with you. It is hard for him to let you go COMPLETELY. He definitely has feelings for you if he is looking for you to be in his life in some way.

2) He tells you that he misses you when you talk to him. He is probably reminiscing about the good times that you had together and is fishing to find out whether or not you miss him too.

3) Your EX boyfriend is still calling and talking to you regularly. This shows that you are still important to him and he can't just say goodbye forever. Take heart that he is still INTERESTED.

4) Your EX boyfriend doesn't look the other way when you happen to see him. Even though it may feel awkward he makes the effort to speak to you.

5) He asks you if you are going out with anyone else. He still feels emotions like JEALOUSY which are an indication that he still has ties to you.

6) He asks your friends or family questions about you. He wants to keep tabs on what you are doing. You are definitely on his mind.
--If you feel like he is the one for you, then you will want to do everything you can to move things along. This doesn't mean calling him all the time. Be friendly but act a bit aloof and HARD TO GET. Let him feel like he has to win your love back. You don't want him to think that you are not interested at all, just get him to feel like he has to make the EFFORT TO WIN YOU BACK. When you feel like the SIGNS show that your EX boyfriend still has feelings for you, you will want to have a plan figured out to act on.

I hope you found this note HELPFUL. GOODLUCK!!!!! :D

Thursday, January 10, 2013



It's been days, weeks, or months since we last talked to each other.
How are you??
I wish everything's okay.
Well, If you ask me.. "I'M FINE".
Well, better it is.

I've been thinking of you lately.
I remember the times we spent together.
Our TEARS...

I remember the future we once drew,
The promise we made.
I thought you said FOREVER,
But FOREVER turned to OVER.

I don't want to think of any reason why we fell apart.
Even if I had to.
Crying didn't help too,
It only made things worse.
Deep inside I know,
Only your presence can make it all go away.
But destiny tore us apart.

What else can I do??
Time can heal the pain.
I'm done crying.
Look at me now..
I've been better that ever.
And it's because of you
Because of you, I've learned from my mistakes.
I won't do the same crap again.

Don't worry..
My feeling haven't changed a bit,
I just became stronger..
You've been a part of my life.

But it doesn't mean..

The Life Lesson No 4

An eagle was sitting on a tree resting,
doing nothing.
A small rabbit saw the eagle and asked
him, 'Can I also sit like you and do
The eagle answered: 'Sure, why not.'
So, the rabbit sat on the ground below
the eagle and rested. All of a sudden, a
fox appeared, jumped on the rabbit
and ate it.
Moral of the story:
To be sitting and doing nothing, you
must be sitting very, very high up.

The Life Lesson No 3

A sales rep, an administration clerk,
and the manager are walking to lunch
when they find an antique oil lamp.
They rub it and a Genie comes out.
The Genie says, 'I'll give each of you
just one wish.'
'Me first! Me first!' says the admin clerk
'I want to be in the Bahamas , driving a
speedboat, without a care in the
Puff! She's gone.
'Me next! Me next!' says the sales rep.
'I want to be in Hawaii , relaxing on the
beach with my personal masseuse, an
endless supply of Pina Coladas and the
love of my life.'
Puff! He's gone.
'OK, you're up,' the Genie says to the
The manager says, 'I want those two
back in the office after lunch'
Moral of the story:
Always let your boss have the first say.

Wednesday, January 9, 2013

The Life Lesson No 2

A priest offered a Nun a lift.
She got in and crossed her legs, forcing
her gown to reveal a leg.
The priest nearly had an accident.
After controlling the car, he stealthily
slid his hand up her leg.
The nun said, 'Father, remember Psalm
The priest removed his hand. But,
changing gears, he let his hand slide
up her leg again.
The nun once again said, 'Father,
remember Psalm 129?'
The priest apologized 'Sorry sister but
the flesh is weak.'
Arriving at the convent, the nun sighed
heavily and went on her way.
On his arrival at the church, the priest
rushed to look up Psalm 129. It said,
'Go forth and seek, further up, you will
find glory.'
Moral of the story:
If you are not well informed in your
job, you might miss a great

The Life Lesson No 1

A man is getting into the shower just
as his wife is finishing up her shower,
when the doorbell rings.
The wife quickly wraps herself in a
towel and runs downstairs.
When she opens the door, there
stands Bob , the next-door neighbor..
Before she says a word, Bob says, 'I'll
give you $800 to drop that towel.'
After thinking for a moment, the
woman drops her towel and stands
naked in front of Bob , after a few
seconds, Bob hands her $800 and
The woman wraps back up in the towel
and goes back upstairs.
When she gets to the bathroom, her
husband asks, 'Who was that?'
'It was Bob the next door neighbor,'
she replies.
'Great,' the husband says, 'did he say
anything about the $800 he owes me?'
Moral of the story:
If you share critical information
pertaining to credit and risk with your
shareholders in time, you may be in a
position to prevent avoidable

Thursday, January 3, 2013

The man with the two bags

Awesome story....Must Read

The man with the two bags !!!

Once upon a time........

Yesterday I was on my way to picking up my children. I was remembering someone I lost and the pain it caused me.

I stopped at a traffic light. There was this man who fell off his bike in the middle of the road. He was carrying two huge bags filled with clothes. I assumed he was carrying all his possessions.

He struggled to get up and finally managed to pick up his bike. People would walk by him and cars would just go around him. As I was about to get out of my car to help him, this kind man jumped out of his car. He helped him with his belongings and placed them on the sidewalk. The man still struggled to get on the bike and carry those two huge bags.

I looked at him with intense sadness. I saw him stop and put his head down. In that moment I felt his pain. I knew what he was feeling. He was struggling to take hold of a situation, but couldn't. He felt helpless, discouraged and alone. I felt connected to him. Although our lives were different, we both knew what true suffering is.

I will never forget that man. He helped me remember to be thankful that I had a car to take me home, that my clothes were safely folded in my bedroom dresser, that I had a secure place to lay my head, that I was not alone, that I have the love of my children, friends and family, that even though there has been great loses and suffering in my life, there has also been great accomplishments.

He reminded me to be grateful and never take the slightest thing for granted. He reminded me how fortunate I am and how loved I am.

Loving the imperfect

They have been married for two years. He loves literature and often posts his work on the net, but nobody ever reads them. He is also into photography and he handles their wedding photos. He loves her very much. Likewise with her. She has a quick temper and always bullies him. He is a gentleman and always gives in to her.

Today, she's being willful again.

Her: "Why can't you be the photographer for my friend's wedding? She promised she'd pay."
Him: "I don't have time that day."
Her: "Humph!"
Him: "Huh?"
Her: "Don't have time? Write less of those novels, and you will have all the time you need."
Him: "I... someone will definitely recognize my work some day."
Her: "Humph! I don't care, you'll have to do it for her!"
Him: "No."
Her: "Just this once?"
Him: "No."

Negotiation's broken. So, she gave the final warning: "Give me a Yes within three days, or else..."

First day, she "withheld" the kitchen, bathroom, computer, refrigerator, television, hi-fi... Except the double bed, to show her "benevolence".

Of course, she has to sleep on it too. He didn't mind, as he still has some cash in his pockets.

Second day, she conducted a raid and removed everything from his pockets and warned, "Seek any external help, and you bear the consequences."

He's nervous now. That night, on the bed, he begs for mercy, hoping that she'll end this state. She doesn't give a damn. No way am I giving in, whatever he says. Until he agrees.

Third day, night. On the bed. He's lying on the bed, looking to one side. She's lying on the bed, looking to the other side.

Him: "We need to talk."
Her: "Unless it's about the wedding, forget it."
Him: "It's something very important."

She remains silent.

Him:"Let's get a divorce."
She did not believe her ears.
Him: "I got to know a girl."

She's totally angry, and wanted to hit him. But she held it down, wanting to let him finish. But her eyes already felt wet. He took a photo out from his chest. Probably from his undershirt pocket, that's the only place she didn't go through yesterday. How careless.

Him: "She's a nice girl."
Her tears fell.

Him: "She has a good personality too."
She's heartbroken because he puts a photo of some other girl close to his heart.
Him: "She says that she'll support me fully in my pursue for literature after we got married."

She's very jealous because she said the same thing in the past.
Him: "She loves me truly."
She wishes to sit up and scream at him "Don't I?"
Him: "So, I think she won't force me to do something that I don't want to do."

She's thinking, but the rage won't subside.
Him: "Want to take a look at the photo I took for her?"
Her: "...!"

He brings the photo before her eyes. She's in a total rage, hits his hand away and leaves a burning slap on his face.

He sighs. She cries.
He puts the photo back to his pocket. She pulls her hand back under the blanket.

He turns off the light, and sleeps. She turns on the light, and sits up. He's asleep. She lost sleep. She regrets treating him the way she treated him.

She cried again, and thought about a lot of things. She wants to wake him up. She wants to have a intimate talk with him. She doesn't want to push him anymore. She stares at his chest. She wants to see how the girl looks.

She slips the photo out. She wanted to cry and she wanted to laugh.

It's a nicely taken photo. A photo he took for her. She bends down, and kissed him on his cheek.

He smiled. He was just pretending to be asleep.

"You learn to love, not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly."


On the last day before Christmas, I hurried to the stores to buy the remaining gifts I didn't manage to buy earlier.
When I saw all the people there, I started to complain to myself. It is going to take forever here and I still have so many other places to go. Christmas is really getting more and more annoying every year. How I wish I could just lie down, go to sleep and only wake up after it...
Nonetheless, I made my way to the toys section. Once I was there, I started to curse at the prices as I wonder if all kids really play with such expensive toys.

While looking in the toys section, I noticed a small boy of about five years old, pressing a doll against his chest. He kept on touching the hair of the doll and looked very sad. I wondered who he wanted to give the doll to.
The little boy turned to the old woman next to him and said, “Granny, are you sure I don't have enough money?”
The old lady replied, “You know that you don't have enough money to buy this doll, my dear.”
Following that, she asked him to stay put for five minutes while she went to look around. She left quickly.
The little boy was still holding the doll in his hands. Finally, I walked towards him and asked him who he wanted to give the doll to.
“It is the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for this Christmas. She was so sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her.”

I told him that maybe Santa Claus will bring it to her after all and not to worry.
However, he replied sadly, “No, Santa Claus cannot bring it to where she is now. I have to give the doll to my mother so that she can give it to her when she goes there.”
His eyes looked so sad while saying this.
“My sister has gone to be with God. Daddy said that Mommy will also join God very soon so I thought that she can bring the doll with her to give it to my sister.”
My heart nearly stopped.
The little boy looked up at me and said, “I told Daddy to tell Mommy not to go yet. I asked him to wait until I come back from the store.”

A life time Love

"A touching love story that 'll make u cry"

10th Grade:-
       As I sat there in English class,
       I stared at the girl next to me.
       She was my so called 'best friend'.
       I stared at her long, silky hair,
       and wished she was mine.
       But she didn't notice me like that,
       and I knew it.
       After class,
       she walked up to me and asked me for
       the notes she had missed the day before.
       I handed them to her.She said 'thanks'
       and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
       I want to tell her, I want her to know
       that I don't want to be just friends,
       I love her but I'm just too shy,
       and I don't know why.
11th grade:-
        The phone rang. On the other end,
        it was her. She was in tears,
        mumbling on and on about how
        her love had broke her heart.
        She asked me to come over
        because she didn't want to be alone, So I did.
        As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her
        soft eyes, wishing she was mine.
        After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie,
        and three bags of chips,
        she decided to go home.
        She looked at me, said 'thanks'
        and gave me a kiss
        on the cheek..I want to tell her,
        I want her to know that
        I don't want to be just friends,
        I love her but I'm just too shy,
        and I don't know why.

Senior year:-
        One fine day she walked to my locker.
        "My date is sick" she said,
        "hes not gonna go" well,
        I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade,
        we made a promise that
        if neither of us had dates,
        we would go together just as 'best friends'.
        So we did.
        That night, after everything was over,
        I was standing at her front door step.
        I stared at her as She smiled at me
        and stared at me with her crystal eyes.
        Then she said- "I had the best time, thanks!"
        and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
        I want to tell her,
        I want her to know
        that I don't want to be just friends,
        I love her but I'm just too shy,
        and I don't know why.
        A day passed, then a week, then a month.
        Before I could blink, it was graduation day.
        I watched as her perfect body
        floated like an angel
        up on stage to get her diploma.
        I wanted her to be mine-but
        she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it.
        Before everyone went home,
        she came to me in her smock and hat,
        and cried as I hugged her.
        Then she lifted her head from my shoulder
        and said- 'you're my best friend,
        thanks' and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
        I want to tell her,
        I want her to know
        that I don't want to be just friends,
        I love her but I'm just too shy,
        and I don't know why.
        Now I sit in the pews of the church.
        That girl is getting married now.
        and drive off to her new life,
        married to another man.
        I wanted her to be mine,
        but she didn't see me like that,
        and I knew it.
        But before she drove away,
        she came to me and said 'you came !'.
        She said 'thanks' and kissed me on the cheek.
        I want to tell her,
        I want her to know
        that I don't want to be just friends,
        I love her but I'm just too shy,
        and I don't know why.
        Years passed, I looked down at the coffin
        of a girl who used to be my 'best friend'.
        At the service, they read a diary entry
        she had wrote in her high school years.
        This is what it read:
        'I stare at him wishing he was mine,
        but he doesn't notice me like that,
        and I know it.
        I want to tell him,
        I want him to know that
        I don't want to be just friends,
        I love him but I'm just too shy,
        and I don't know why.
        I wish he would tell me he loved me !
        .........'I wish I did too...'
        I thought to my self, and I cried.

Short Story About Love

A kindergarten teacher decided to let her class play a game. The teacher told each child in the class to bring along a plastic bag containing a few potatoes. Each potato will be given a name of a person that the child hates, so the number of potatoes that a child will put in his/her plastic bag will depend on the number of people he/she hates.
When the day came, every child brought some potatoes with the names of the people he/she hated. Some had two potatoes, some had three potatoes while there were a few with up to five potatoes. The teacher told the children to carry the potatoes in the plastic bag with them wherever they go (even to the toilet) for one week.
Days passed by and the children started to complain about the unpleasant smell let out by the rotten potatoes. Children with five potatoes complained the most as they had to carry heavier bags. After a week, the children were relieved because the game had finally ended.

The teacher asked, "How did you feel while carrying the potatoes with you for one week?"
The children let out their frustrations and complained about the trouble they had to go through to carry the heavy and smelly potatoes wherever they go.

The teacher finally told them about the hidden meaning behind the game.
The teacher said, "This is the exact situation to what happens when you carry hatred for someone inside your heart. The stench of hatred will contaminate your heart and you will carry it with you wherever you go. If you cannot tolerate the smell of rotten potatoes for just one week, can you imagine what it is like to have the stench of hatred in your heart for your lifetime?"

Moral of the story
Throw away any hatred for anyone from your heart so that you will not carry a burden for a lifetime. The best attitude to take is to forgive others! Love others even if you don't like them.

Man's Best Friend

A man and his dog were walking along a road. The man was enjoying the scenery, when it suddenly occurred to him that he was dead. He remembered dying, and that his faithful dog had been dead for many years. He wondered where the road was leading them. After a while, they came to a high, white stone wall along one side of the road. It looked like fine marble. As he reached the wall, he saw a magnificent gate in the arch, and the street that led to the gate made from pure gold. He and the dog walked toward the gate, and as he got closer, he saw a man at a desk to one side.
When he was close enough, he called out, "Excuse me, where are we?"
"This is heaven, sir," the man answered.
"Wow! Would you happen to have some water? We have traveled far," the man said.
"Of course, sir. Come right in, and I'll have some ice water brought right up."
The man gestured, and the gate began to open.
"Can my friend," gesturing toward his dog, "come in, too?" the traveler asked.
"I'm sorry, sir, but we don't accept pets."
The man thought a moment, remembering all the years this dog remained loyal to him and then turned back toward the road and continued the way he had been going. After another long walk he came to a plain dirt road, which led through a farm gate that looked as if it had never been closed. There was no fence. As he approached the gate, he saw a man inside, leaning against a tree and reading a book.

"Excuse me!" he called to the reader. "Do you have any water? We have traveled far."
"Yes, sure, there's a faucet over there." The man pointed to a place that couldn't be seen from outside the gate. "Come on in and help yourself."
"How about my friend here?" the traveler gestured to his dog.
"There should be a bowl by the faucet; he is welcome to share."
They went through the gate, and sure enough, there was an old-fashioned faucet with a bowl beside it. The traveler filled the bowl and took a long drink himself, then he gave some to the dog. When they were full, he and the dog walked back toward the man who was standing by the tree waiting for them.
"What do you call this place?" the traveler asked.
"This is heaven," was the answer.
"Well, that's confusing," the traveler said. "The man down the road said that was heaven, too."
"Oh, you mean the place with the gold street and pearly gates? Nope. That's hell."
"Doesn't it make you mad for them to use your name like that?"
"No. We're just happy that they screen out the folks who'd leave their best friends behind in exchange for material things."

The Healing Poison

A long time ago, a girl named Li-Li got married and went to live with her husband and mother-in-law. In a very short time, Li-Li found that she couldn't get along with her mother-in-law at all. Their personalities were very different, and Li-Li was angered by many of her mother-in-law's habits. In addition, she criticized Li-Li constantly. Days passed. The days turned into weeks. Li-Li and her mother-in-law never stopped arguing and fighting. What made the situation worse was that according to ancient Chinese tradition, Li-Li had to bow to her mother-in-law and obey her every wish.

All the anger and unhappiness in the house caused the poor husband great distress. Finally, Li-Li could not stand her mother-in-law's bad temper and dictatorship any longer. She decided to do something about it.

Li-Li went to see her father's good friend, Mr. Huang, who sold herbs. She told him about the situation and asked if he would give her some poison so that she could solve the problem for once and for all.
Mr. Huang thought for a while and finally said, “Li-Li, I will help you solve your problem, but you must listen to me and obey what I tell you.”
Li-Li said, "Yes, Mr. Huang, I will do whatever you tell me to do."

Mr. Huang went into the back room and returned with a package of herbs after a few minutes.
He told Li-Li, "You can't use a quick-acting poison to get rid of your mother-in-law because that would cause people to become suspicious. Therefore, I have given you a number of herbs that will slowly build up poison in her body. Every other day, prepare some pork or chicken and put a little of these herbs in her serving. Now, in order to make sure that nobody suspects you when she dies, you must be very careful to act very friendly towards her. Don't argue with her, obey her every wish, and treat her like a queen."
Li-Li was so happy. She thanked Mr. Huang and hurried home to carry out her plot of murdering her mother-in-law. Weeks and months went by. Li-Li would serve the specially treated food to her mother-in-law every other day. She remembered what Mr. Huang had said about avoiding suspicion so she controlled her temper, obeyed her mother-in-law and treated her like her own mother. After six months, the situation in the whole household had changed. Li-Li managed to control her temper so much that she almost never got mad or upset at her mother-in-law anymore. She hadn't had an argument with her mother-in-law in six months, who seemed much kinder and easier to get along with. The mother-in-law's attitude toward Li-Li had also changed and she began to love Li-Li like her own daughter. She kept telling friends and relatives that Li-Li was the best daughter-in-law one could ever find. Li-Li and her mother-in-law treated each other like a real mother and daughter. Li-Li's husband was very happy to see what was happening.

One day, Li-Li went to Mr. Huang and asked for his help again.
She said, "Dear Mr Huang, please help me to prevent the poison from killing my mother-in-law! She has changed into such a nice woman and I love her like my own mother. I do not want her to die because of the poison I gave her."
Mr. Huang smiled and nodded his head.
"Li-Li, there's nothing to worry about. I never gave you any poison. The herbs I gave you were vitamins to improve her health. The only poison was in your mind and your attitude toward her, but that has all been washed away by the love which you gave to her."

Never Give Up

This story is about a farmer and his mule. The effectiveness of the story lies in the way it focuses upon adversity and how attitude determines the course of seemingly lost cause. There was this farmer in a tiny village.

He owned an old mule that used to carry grains and other farming related stuff for the farmer. During one of those days, the mule fell into a well. The well ran deep and despite trying hard many a times, mule couldn’t get himself out the well. He started to lose hope. His consistent shrieks drew attention of the farmer who came rushing to the well.
Farmer looked around and tried to come up with a rescue plan but eventually, he also lost the hope. He decided that the old mule was not worth the trouble of saving. So, he called his neighbours and asked for their help in hauling dirt to bury the old mule.
The mule got hysterical. Soon enough, the farmer and the neighbours started to shovel and fill well with the dirt. When the first bout of dirt hit mule’s back, suddenly his fast losing spirit came up with an idea. He thought every time a shovel load of dirt will land on his back, he will just shake it off and step up a bit higher. The idea filled him with a new lease of life and hope.
Old mule kept doing the same blow after blow. He would just shake the dirt off and step up a notch higher. He kept reminding himself of possibility of a brand new life. He controlled his nerves and kept stepping up. After some time, the exhausted mule managed to step over the wall of that well. He was completely tired and fatigued yet his spirit triumphed. The dirt that was meant to bury him actually helped him in remaining alive.
The story is a clear example of how our attitude towards seemingly impossible adversities determines the final outcome. Life is like this only. If we respond positively to the stream of problems faced by us and refuse to surrender, we are likely to emerge victorious.

Tuesday, January 1, 2013

Powerful Words

I know I must have hurt you, caused you pain.
More, I know that I have lost your trust.
I wish I had that moment back again
To pulverize my carelessness and lust.
Sometimes we have to lose what we most cherish
To understand how much we are in need.
We play with life until we nearly perish
To dare the darkness, though within we bleed.
I need you as the sun must have a rose
To turn its empty radiance to glory,
Or as a nation needs someone who knows
The secrets of its long-forgotten story.
I know my need of you more than before;
Thus for my trespass you may trust me more.

Wow words so deep that get me thinking.... Beautifully said

Now that your gone
I will always long
To feel you by my side
The waves of sadness I will ride
Our commitment I'll continue to abide
My heart is broken and will never mend
I will continue to love you to the end

I pray we'll be together again some day
I'll keep my wanting to join you now at bay
There must be a purpose as to why I'm still here
God has his reasons, to us not clear
Watch over me as I get through each day
Listen to me as I continually say
'I love you' my dear with all of my heart
It will continue to grow even though we're apart

Where you are now is a beautiful place
More so now with your lovely face
When the sun is out and shining bright
Made possible by your smile, which is the light
I will feel the warmth that wraps all around me
With this blanket of love you are showing me
That you are gone but not far away
Always here, forever you'll stay

Wow!so touching #crying#

You said that you're love is stronger for me ,and that you lost me , also hurt me , but not intented to .And you're feeling blue ,and that you're heart was empty cause i wasn't near you .And that you wanted to hold me again ,so you can ease you're pain before you went insane ,and you're mind was spinning out of control .Because i wasn't longer yours , and you miss kissing me goodnight .And that you would crawl a mile to see my pretty smile , and that you wanted me to forgive you also you still love me !!!! But what about my pain ?? You broke up with me ,and left me crying t'ill morning .And it feel  like was dying for you're loving .But now i realize our love is not worth fighting because you already left me in pain !!